For when you kindly included me
Over the Holiday raucous;
‘What have you been up to?’
I’m sorry my voice caught,
While I held your anticipative gaze.
I was trying to reconcile this year
In the few lines you expect from me.
Can I tell you about communing with my SOUL?
Can I share about my God-Heart?
Or about my UN-schooling
In energy and vibration?
Will you stay with me when I tell you,
I’ve been working on letting TIME
…sweep me away with her.
Let me tell you about the visions!
I’ll need miles of canvas to paint those dreams.
Can I explain to you what it feels like,
When the Dead send their love?
Truth be told, friend,
I’ve spent so little time on Earth this year.
I don’t have an answer,
In the box I think you want from me.
So I apologize,
For this awkward lapse in time
While I’m searching for an answer
And wondering if
…you really want to talk about it?
But maybe I can take you dimension hopping one of these days.
And then we’ll really talk about it.